December 3, 2010 I lost one of my best friends, Sarah Gradisya Nova, and January 12, 2011, yesterday, was the 40th day since her departure. and almost all the people in this nation know it is in our culture on the 40th days is the last day where the spirits, soul, or whatever-that-is 'live' in this world, and they said after the 40th days she will completely gone from this world, believe it or not.
Life & Melody (Hidup & Melodi) is the only song Sasa, our nickname for Sarah, that I have in my cellphone. It is one of the really strong memories of her. Usually anyone else have photos to remember them dear, and now I am really grateful that Sasa is a singer, which means my memory about her not only the photos because I still had her voice to listen to.
but what about anyone else? what about my mom? what about my sister? what about my brother? Dad? Cousins? Nephews? Friends? even my own self? Do we have something to get remembered other than photos? then when my mom's gone which song will make me remember her? remember her voice? when my bro passed away what song that will make me remember him, his guitar playin? luckyly my older sister is a singer as well, and I have a LOT of her songs. but when I'm gone what will I'd be remembered of? what song? what movies? what act?
oh all this thinking are so irritating. it can make me simply go mad.
is it really necessary though to think about this kind of thing?
...well, this is me. This is my life...
Life & Melody (Hidup & Melodi) is the only song Sasa, our nickname for Sarah, that I have in my cellphone. It is one of the really strong memories of her. Usually anyone else have photos to remember them dear, and now I am really grateful that Sasa is a singer, which means my memory about her not only the photos because I still had her voice to listen to.
but what about anyone else? what about my mom? what about my sister? what about my brother? Dad? Cousins? Nephews? Friends? even my own self? Do we have something to get remembered other than photos? then when my mom's gone which song will make me remember her? remember her voice? when my bro passed away what song that will make me remember him, his guitar playin? luckyly my older sister is a singer as well, and I have a LOT of her songs. but when I'm gone what will I'd be remembered of? what song? what movies? what act?
oh all this thinking are so irritating. it can make me simply go mad.
is it really necessary though to think about this kind of thing?
...well, this is me. This is my life...
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